Currently im feeling seriously mixed up , infact i dont know what to feel. Im emotional mixed up, that's for sure. Very confused about life. Hmm! School's gonna start in awhile.. Life's gonna be stressed up but i shall handle it in a positive way tho :) Im confusing myself i reckon . Complicating stuff by myself and yeah :\ I feel pretty akward these days.. Feel like starting a new life, but i fail at times D:
Like a great example today , I forced myself to get my ass of the bed , around 11 ish, well i woke up earlier but i extended my sleeping time and yeah.. I was suppose to go to the temple , by 12 , thats wat my mum said , so i took my shower and got in clothes and rushed into the car , by the time we reached there it was already 11.35 , and the temple was fucking shut? is that even possible ? for a temple to close ==' So i got really pisst , and told mum ! GOD IS JUST FUCKING PISSING ME OFF IN EVERYTHING! FML! So that gave me a great start for the day. Life's just getting fucked up each day. I really want it to over at times . A perfect life would be , Him & I , Together , Forever , and yeah. But thats like not gonna happen for now ! so fml ! And since last night, i have been playing ride it song non stop . like something went into my mind and told me to get addicted with it . somehow i find his voice smexy hot in that song. jay sean i meant. but then im srsly not into his looks :\ He's effing gay and i dont even care bout it :) I am suppose to be asleep now. Its mummy's bday tmrw . We all might be going out in the morning . So I cant wait . Lily's gonna be there, so yay? Lol imma hit the bed in awhile . Dasa's not letting me go , he's asking me to steal mum's car key ==' and he gave me a bottle of beer. im done with half of it. eyes burning like fuck . i feel so gassy . videocalling with azzy and he said said im drunk o.O chiowww fr now .
p/s:
RIDE IT IS SMEXY .
