crap bullshit pain tears jealousy is all i see in love . How lame can that be? Why would anyone want that in their life? :\ Its just plain retardness. I wouldnt have commit myself in this if i knew im gonna be hurt like fuck . And its just plain stupidness for blaming love for whatever that goes wrong.
I srsly hate people who tries to make things even worst. It's my wish if i wanna tell you bout my personal life. Why the fuck do you care if im emo or shit? Just mind your own bus la? Sometimes i wish i never stepd into this whole 'Online World'. People who walk into your life are just gonna walk out someday..
I really want a new start. A fresh one. My new year isn't going smooth. I want everything to be positive this time. I don't wanna fuck it up . I want it to be calm and peaceful. I want to mind my own bus. I wanna care about myself. I don't wanna give a damn about others. I NEED TO LIVE THIS WAY. because its the best for me.
The thing is why am i even worrying about these shit? Im just 15. My life hasnt even begin LOOOOL. Its just stupid how i react towards some people hurting reaction. Wish i was like those kids in my age, who doesnt even give a damn about all these shit.. Growing up is just a stupid thing. Everything changes as we grow up. EVERYTHING.
I always have wondered how my day can get ruined just because of some people attitude. If you wanna ruin my day with your bloody attitude. Might aswell , i will have my own attitude. and we can see how your day's gonna be. My intention is not to hurt anyone here. It's just plain stupidness. Karma's always gonna watch you and hit you back at the right time. So think before you hurt someone, because it's gonna hurt you back someday. It definitely will ! (:
don't forget to have fun in your life, as you will never know what is waiting for you tomorrow..
God bless !
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