LOVE= THE MOST DANGEROUS THING TO FEEL

crap bullshit pain tears jealousy is all i see in love . How lame can that be? Why would anyone want that in their life? :\ Its just plain retardness. I wouldnt have commit myself in this if i knew im gonna be hurt like fuck . And its just plain stupidness for blaming love for whatever that goes wrong.

I srsly hate people who tries to make things even worst. It's my wish if i wanna tell you bout my personal life. Why the fuck do you care if im emo or shit? Just mind your own bus la? Sometimes i wish i never stepd into this whole 'Online World'. People who walk into your life are just gonna walk out someday..

I really want a new start. A fresh one. My new year isn't going smooth. I want everything to be positive this time. I don't wanna fuck it up . I want it to be calm and peaceful. I want to mind my own bus. I wanna care about myself. I don't wanna give a damn about others. I NEED TO LIVE THIS WAY. because its the best for me.

The thing is why am i even worrying about these shit? Im just 15. My life hasnt even begin LOOOOL. Its just stupid how i react towards some people hurting reaction. Wish i was like those kids in my age, who doesnt even give a damn about all these shit.. Growing up is just a stupid thing. Everything changes as we grow up. EVERYTHING.

I always have wondered how my day can get ruined just because of some people attitude. If you wanna ruin my day with your bloody attitude. Might aswell , i will have my own attitude. and we can see how your day's gonna be. My intention is not to hurt anyone here. It's just plain stupidness. Karma's always gonna watch you and hit you back at the right time. So think before you hurt someone, because it's gonna hurt you back someday. It definitely will ! (:

don't forget to have fun in your life, as you will never know what is waiting for you tomorrow..

God bless !

X

CRY ME A FUCKING RIVER !!!! (:

Maaaaahn , what can I say , I'm just so sick with my life . I really wish there was a reset button for it. One moment everything is so smooth , and the next moment everything is fucked up ? How sad can that be? SIGHS . I'm definitely sure i screwed up so many things recently . I'm not sure if i even made the right or wrong decision? But the sad thing is I can't change it anymore .. Even when shit happened , I didn't even know why it occurred? Like seriously. Life can be so shitty at times . \

Well , i'm not blaming my life or whatfuckingever , I'm just so sick of everything . PEOPLE especially , getting heartless and selfish day by day , THIS IS TO EVERYFUCKINGONE ! It's creepy how they can change so fast , just like that . Well i have decided not to care anymore ! :) It's your fucking problem if you wanna treat people lyk shit . I'm not gonna forget whatever you guys did to me. It's always gonna be there . And guess what? It's so gonna hit you one day . That's definitely fer sure . It just fucking hurts when memories takes place . That's it ..

Well Enjoy your life , be happy always

BLESS YOUR HEART ! (:

x

Hello!

I'm Sang , 15 , i have been bloggin for 2 fucking years. and still haven't figured out what i have been gaining from it lol. It's just a stress relieve thingy i reckon. Hmmm , i pretty much just realized that my old posts were crap! Might as well realise later on that this thing im writting now is crap too LOLL. Well life's full of ups and downs at the momenttt. I love and hate it at the same time somehow :\

At the moment, I dont know what i am upto :\ I feeeeeel lifeless , like very :( Mahn , i need my happiness now , like so badly :\ But what the heck , peepz have to do more and expect less in life aye. Shucksss mahn ><

Anywaaaaays , i kinda activated my fb like after a few days writing the post below lol . Mainly I was pretty much forced too , and i also got pretty much bored living the life out of facebook lol . Well my friends missed me in it! So yeah , i did it for them (:

Weeeeeell , last week, I had like my maths test and few other asessments. Maths turned out to be all goood mahn . But bloody compound interest was damaging my brain . ARGH ><>

And ummm , last friday i got my nose pierced ! :D I was expecting to get it done in like 3 years or so . But then i wanted to do something exciting since life was so dull , so yeah . I MADE alpiee to follow me to highland park.. like fer a 30 mins walk.. and got it done there for 10 bucks.. and another 30 mins walk balk home , well my mum cbs bringing me , so i had to do it by myself :D

I think it's pretty cool cause it somehow changes the whole structure of my facial ? LOLL . that didnt make sense aye ><>

the picture is pretty weird .. but what the heck.. So yeah , i pretty much changed my piercing like for the 4th time already :\ And it fucking hurts.. Grrr but its all about the face structure aye. So it's all good fer now! (:

As for this week, I'm having my science internal assesment which worths 3 credits tomorrow. English formal writing assesment. And CIT keyboarding assesment. BUTTTT im planning to wag on this thursday . MAINLY cuz of hazel and alpana are forcing me too cuz they wanna wag and hang out in my place..? LOL ><>

I'm actually back to boredem now. Imma get some food before bed . Watch some teeveh. Do some revision. AND HIT THE BED! and wake up early tmrw (:

:L

Havent blogged in agessss. But i will be backkk very soooon! and and I deactivated my fb, so its gonna hard to catch me online these days. bwahahahah xD

SCHOOL !?

8 Weeks of school holidays gone just like that!!? Now its gonna be 4 terms , which is 40 weeks of schooling! and 2 weeks holidays for each term break which is after every 10 weeks. To be honest i'm pretty excited for school! New uniforms,new subjects, new classes (: I have a greaaat felling that school is gonna go smooth this time (; Alpie and I are taking the same subs this year. so as hazel i guess? I hope we are all gonna be in the same class xD It wud be like effing fun ayee. Well sch's starting on friday officially. But i will have to attend rimu's assembly on thursday and later on gonna meet friends back in tutor group (; Im hopping for something funnnn this year in school . Year 11 is gonna be scary i reckon , thanks to NCEA :\ But what the hell , here i come schooool! xD